Tuesday, May 24, 2011; 8:35am

I woke up this morning
Death weighing heavy on my brain
I thought of all the options available to me
I know there are several things in this life worth living for
But this life isn’t even mine
So I decided that I would bring this sad existence to a halt
This isn’t life
It isn’t even survival
I feel I’d be better off dead
A nine to the temple
Two slit wrists
Several pain killers to take off the edge
While the blood flows
I begin to drift
The life I gave up plays in my head back to back
Stuck between heaven and hell
Love departed and hate took refuge where love once thrived

Mine

Heaven ensnared me the night before
A living miracle thrust me to want more
I can’t explain this remarkable feeling
I received more than just sexual healing
A passionate pleasure with perfect intensity
This love is so mysterious it almost diminished me
Intimate encounters include a soul mate & I
Heaven in a sweet bliss & natural high
It’s some kind of wonderful that only GOD can define
And I was blessed to witness it & call it mine